relationship advice (post new situation)
"I love him!"
Me and my current boyfriend have been seeing each other for a little over three months and I've never felt like this before. Coming from bad situation to situation I am finding it hard to trust everything he says to me. I'm terrified of how I am feeling and how I cannot stop thinking about him and I randomly bring him up in conversations just so I can make it seems like he is here. Just the sound of his voice makes me smile and he can always make me laugh. Even when I am mad at him it does not stay that way for long. He has told me that he loves me... but I have heard that before. I have been raped twice and used at least that many times and although he does not understand where I am coming from or why I am reluctant. He talks about long term and getting married and having kids and I want so badly to believe all that he says and that he wants these things with me. I'm so scared and it makes me feel ridiculous and it makes him think I am distancing myself. He is truly amazing and though he has a rough past I want to look over that and start something more serious with him. For such a short time I feel like I should not have the feelings that I do and when he talks about us getting married I imagine, just for a moment, what it would be like to wake up to him every morning and not have to fear that I will be alone... No one understands me like he does...
posted by Desirae on 5/23/2016 @1:55:16 PM •
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